This blog could totally turn into a blog about my sleep patterns.... I just keep talking about it.
Anwyays, I didn't sleep until 5 hours ago last night... which is actually 11 am in the morning. LOL all nighter... took a nap for 4 hours though. That was fun. Had a dream about webcomics... that's what you get for reading them all night, and into the morning.
It was a fun night while it lasted, but I'm going to REALLY try to get to sleep early tonight.
Thursday, July 31, 2008
I'm an idiot
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
More rambling about sleep
Remember how I was lamenting about not sleeping last post? well, I didn't end up sleeping until 6 am. There was light out the window, and I decided to go to bed. Smart one, veester. I could probably pull the graveyard shift when I'm older too... wouldn't be surprised. Heard it pays better.
Anyways, I watched Wall-E today. definitely a good watch. I liked it a lot! Previews sucked though... and Eve is definitely better.... i heard something about her being based off of something Japanese, but I don't remember what. Or was it an iPod...? No clue. good movie though. would have preferred louder sound, but o well.
I spent the day again on the computer pouring over... nothing in particular. Came up with an amusing storyline, but that's about it. It's about an amnesiac who has the talent to learn something really quickly and become really proficient at it... but she's completely unaware she has this power. And she's an eternal ray of sunshine. She needs a name though.......... Meh.
Shorter post this time.... I should really get to bed then draw something tomorrow... maybe attend class? XD I really want those bragging rights.
Sleep and angst
I'm not home. Apparently when I'm not home, I don't sleep. Cuz it's.... 2:42, I should be sleeping, and I'm wide awake, typing my first blog. How convenient.
Of course, that's kinda obvious. I just don't want to sleep. How boring... sleeping. I'm surviving on the big brother's cooking and junk food. I'm holed up in a basement and haven't done anything of value for.... 2-3 days. That's a new low hit for me.
If this is what a university student does, I don't want to be a university student. I still have a year to choose, but...... I'm scared of choosing.
I swear this blog won't turn into an angsty stupid emo-fest, despite the black background. It's black because I think that's suave and sophisticated and easier on the eyes. Not cuz I'm emo. That's a promise. If you know me, you'd know I'm not emo.
Here's something hopefully more interesting......
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I have the urge to draw something. I do. I just don't know what. I have a $30 dollar commission of Spock waiting to be finished... and I don't want to work on it. I'm afraid I'll screw Spock up and make the person who asked for the commission, my friends mom, feel bad.
I want to draw, but I never have any ideas. I have one, actually, for a picture, and several story ideas, but I don't have the courage to actually do anything about them. Meh.
In the morning, when I feel less un-energetic, I will do something.
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Today I did nothing. Nothing but read shoujo manga. That's really lame, in my books. I'm actually quite disappointed. I hate shoujo, but there's nothing to read.......... wait. I have a book in my purse that I really wanted to read.
Hallelujah! Thank God I decided to start angsting on this post... I'd have forgotten about that book... I can't wait to read it now! *excited*
My little corner of basement could actually serve me fine as a home as well. I wouldn't feel bad living in a corner for the rest of my life... maybe get a few minutes of sunshine and some room decorations, but other than that... I could live here, easily.
Parents got to Alberta safe apparently... they called, so I'm glad they're safe. They called 4 hours ago, I think... I told them I was getting ready for bed then... and I seriously was ready to. But then the internet distracted me. I'd never be able to work at home... I'd have a computer, and that's all I'd need to distract me from anything.
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Speaking of the computer and distractions, I haven't been delving in God's word ever... and I feel the urge to. If I don't... in my moment of need, I will definitely fall. It's happened too many times before. My Bible is sitting in front of my monitor, so I think I'll pick it up and read. I don't know where to start, so I will start in James. Paul was a smart man, but James is short and sour... I will feel down after reading it, but I definitely feel like reading it. I'll probably learn something VERY useful on the way.
I think I will draw tomorrow.... try to stay away from the computer that sits in my room/corner of basement. NO one knows how late I stay up, and no one really cares here. But that's ok. Well, one person cares, but I think he's asleep. If not, I will not go up to check... cuz then he'll know I'm not asleep.
I feel like picking up my shinai and swinging it... it's been a month. Way too long. I'm going to get rusty. I shall practice, pray, prepare for bed, then read my Bible. Then I will pray again and go to bed. And tomorrow, if there are classes in the afternoon, I may sneak into one. I want to at least once... just for bragging rights. This is a good plan.... but before that, I shall publish. and maybe clean. The desk has mess on it.
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Edit: that was a long post.... I hope they're not all going to be this long... I actually thought it would look shorter... oh well.
Finished my MIT Boot Camp form today... hope I get accepted.
Edit 2: I really think I have no life......... I should really sleep
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